While I may be in Mexico right now and unable to post any new videos, that doesn’t mean that new things aren’t happening with the ones I’ve already made. I’m proud to announce that Catholic TV, the Massachusetts-based Catholic programming network, has requested and begun to air a few of the Breaking In The Habit videos on television. How cool is that??

Since most of the videos are fairly short and so are unable to fill an entire block of programming, they’ve decided to use them as necessary to fill open blocks of time. For that reason, it’s difficult to known when they’ll appear on a weekly basis, but one video has already aired five times this week and I’ve been told that two videos will air tomorrow: the Ask Brother Casey video about my summer assignment will air at 6:00am EST, and the Ask Brother Casey video about work and Holy Name Province Ministries will air between 9:00-9:30am.

If your service provider includes Catholic TV, check it out! If not, stream the channel live by clicking here! Sure, it’s the same video that you can watch on YouTube, and sure, you’ve probably already seen it, but c’mon! It’s on TV!

Our first day in Mexico was the longest day of my life. 

Beginning our travels at 10pm on Monday evening (having been awake for thirteen hours already), we took a plane to a bus to another plane to a three-hour car ride, arriving at our destination a mere fifteen hours after departed. At this point, it was only 1:30pm, a long way away from finishing.

The biggest adjustment, even greater than the language, was the weather. As some of you know, Washington, D.C. has been unseasonably cold, remaining in the 50s and 60s during the month of May as it experienced 19 straight days of rain. When we arrived in Tenosique, Mexico, a tropical area in the south of the country, the temperature was 102 with a dew point of 66. I was completely shell-shocked throughout the first day. No air conditioning, no ice or cold water, no relief in either night or day. (Now in our third day, I have not stopped sweating at any point.)

But wait, we haven’t even done anything yet; our day, in a sense, was just beinning! First there was a tour of the place, were acquainted with our rooms (more in a second), a quick nap, then concluded with multiple hours of aimlessly walking around the grounds attempting to have conversations in Spanish with the volunteers and migrants. Let’s just say I was not in the mood nor did I have the energy for this to be enjoyable.

So what about the room? Well, let’s just it’s not exactly what we were expecting. Not a room in the friary, our room is a communal barracks-style room shared with other volunteers. It’s kind of austere… 

     

  

 

It was at this point that we thought we had made a mistake. What have we gotten ourselves info? There was no mention of our language classes and it appeared that we would be volunteering all summer as workers (or at least until we died of heat stroke.)

Christian and I prayed together that night before bed in our sweltering room, exhausted, dejected, and a bit worried. We were going to reserve judgment until the morning, deciding that a good night’s sleep would make things better.

We were half right. The heat kept me up all night, prolonging the longest day, but the next two days have been much better. We met with the director and made a schedule, organized prayer times (previously not regularly done but added at our request), and began our classes. 

We’ve had some interesting and exciting experiences already since then, and it looks like it’s going to be a great, albeit hot, Summer  for the both of us… But that first day was something I will never forget nor do I want to repeat!

Before leaving, I filmed this final video for the summer. My internet is not great here so you may have to go to the YouTube channel to find it, but this link might work:

One year ago today I posted my first Breaking In The Habit YouTube video. Looking back, it was dreadful: the camera work was shaky, the edits were rough, the music was clichéd, none of the images were properly positioned or color corrected, and my narration was so… so forced *cringes thinking about it*. It was far from perfect. And yet, at the time, I was so proud of it. I had made a video!

Over the course of the summer I experimented with other types of videos—reflections, questions, conversations—realizing almost immediately that what I was doing with the videos was not just some fun project to show off to friends, it was a blossoming ministry touching an underdeveloped medium. To my great surprise, the “little videos” I was making were being watched well beyond the readership of the blog and were producing comments from far and wide.

Maybe there’s something here… I thought.

Overtaken by this new “hobby” of mine, I began to learn everything I possibly could about film-making. Even though I stuck to the mantra “content is king”—the idea that no matter how good the production value is, people are not going to watch a video for long if the content is boring, poorly scripted, or disconnected from reality—I wanted my videos to look like the films and shows I watched. As I learned more, taking a film class at Catholic University this year, I realized that I was actually more interested in the directing and producing of the video than I was in the performing.

Does this mean that I’ll be giving up my part on camera now? No, not exactly. I still really enjoy doing segments like “Ask Brother Casey” and “Catholicism in Focus,” and plan to continue these things in the fall when I return to the US. But what I’ve realized slowly over this year is that there is more to Breaking In The Habit than simply me on camera, and there are more ways to tell a story than simply using my voice.

The video I present today is just that. The first in the Breaking In The Habit Productions segment, “Franciscan Volunteer Ministry” is a short glimpse into the lives of Franciscan Volunteers, men and women who devote a year or two of their lives in humble service as a part of a prayerful community. At no point in this video will you see my face, and nowhere in these five minutes will you hear my voice; the story that it tells is told by the three volunteers themselves because it is their story.

And yet, there is a sense that it is mine as well. As the person organizing the video, I was amazed at how many different ways the raw footage could have gone. Move this clip here, that clip there, slow this down, edit this out, leave this in… Faithful, of course, to the story they wanted to tell, I was able to make something that told mine as well.

By the looks at what I’ve learned in one year, I’m sure I’ll look back on this video in six months and cringe at all the many mistakes and poor decisions I made. In all honesty, I hope I do. There’s obviously no use in beating ourselves up for not being as mature in the past as we are now, but there’s also no use in remaining content with who we were and what we accomplished yesterday. In another year, I hope that this project makes me cringe as much as I do watching that first video I posted because it means that I’ve learned something worth knowing, it means that I’ve grown in some important way.

I never expect to reach perfection. In filmmaking, and in life, perfection is a goal that has no real end—there is always something more, something better, something incomplete. But what makes producing videos like these fun, what makes this life as a Christian so fulfilling, is pursuing it anyway. There is always a new challenge, always a new lesson, always a new way we need to grow and move towards God. May we never stop our pursuit to “be perfect as your heavenly Father is perfect,” until we live perfectly in God’s love.

The Galileo Myth

The “debate” between religion and science is not new. It’s been alive and well in the world for centuries, and even a topic that I have written about before. For Catholics, it’s a tired argument, one that has no place for us because we don’t see science as the enemy of religion. Science is yet another way, along with divine revelation in Scripture, Tradition, and magisterial teaching, that we can learn about God. As Pope John Paul II said when he gave a speech to Vatican scientists, “Truth cannot contradict truth,” and so we are called to use the intellect and ability God gave us in every way we can.

In the back of our minds, though, we often wonder how true this has been in our history. “Sure, we believe that now, but what about Galileo?” This was a thought of mine even when I wrote the post about science two years ago. “At least we got it right in the end, but we were kind of in the “Dark Ages” for a while.

That was until I learned about Galileo in one of my seminary courses this fall. (As some of you may know from this article, the Catholic University of America received a grant some years ago to incorporate scientific study into seminary courses.) While Galileo was in fact condemned for holding a belief that we know to be true today, what I learned was that he was not condemned on the basis of contradicting Scripture and that Church did not condemn him because it did not like science. No, he was actually condemned because he failed to produce enough proof for his claim prior to teaching, broke his own oath, and then to top things off, led a smear campaign against those who funded him and his fellow scientists. (The last bit is not illegal but it certainly didn’t help his sentencing!)

Check out the video above or click here to learn about what actually happened to Galileo, where the myth came from, and how the Church has viewed science for centuries.